mahalarose

I passed out yesterday and ended up with glue in one side of my head. I drove to Nick and he sat there for 2 hours getting it out. I don't know why  trust him so much..but he said that the next time...

It feels like I live only for glue. I just want to get out of everything all the time. Like this morning, it is 8.15 am I woke up at around 7.15 and I've already attempted to get high, cept all I got...

So um I havn't really had time to think about things..Tomorow I am definatley going to buy soem glue. I'll need it after my biology exam tomorow. I wish I could be someone else, like  a calmer more...

I am a fucking faliure. Can't do anything right. Can't even  get myself high tonight. maybe I am being paranoid but the lady at the shop where I buy my glue from didn't re stack the shelves so my...

So I'm off it now. for the last 20 minutes I've kept tellingmyself im off it now but im really of it now. I think I will hide my phone somewhere and the battery another place because I eneded up...

I know I shouldn;t let it make me happy..but I instantly felt releif when I saw that IVE LOST 4KGS! It feels so good to know that some of me has gone. Iunno why but it just does. Is topped what I was...

So I was sitting in a two hour assembly and then some loser guys sitting behind me were just being jers and when my friend went up for an award calling him a faggot then all the fat chicks getting...

I feel so completley low. This hunger is posioning me. yesterday was a bad day, I went to school but before I left home I got high off glue again. I somehow drove myself to school and walked around...

At like 7 Hannah txtd me and asked if Im going to the fireworks and I said nah..Cos I was already in bed and totally exhausted. at 8.30 I txtd Hannah and asked if she was okay and she said yeah...

Hannah and I went up town after school and went to the mall. I tried on a bikini top...its like I was transfixed to the full mirror..my hips are too big my stomach not flat enough my breasts too big....

Today is going to be good. Today is going to be good. Today is going to be good. Today has to be good. I have no hunger. I havn't eaten in two days. Today is going to be good with the exception of...

I am so completly low right now. I went into the supermarket after work because half of me told me I needed to binge. I came out of the shop with two ace bandages and a demon drink. I went to the...

I am so fucking disgusted with myself. I skipped breakfast skipped lunch as usual and tonight I avoided dinner till 8. Dad asked if im hungry and I said yeah so I got myself asparagus and carrots. my...

So um today I've had a peice of chocolate, spoon full of gross soup and 1 and a half rockstars. I know why I am restricting again and it makes me feel so good inside. today Ive been on a high all...

My fucking mother. Honestly. Everything has to be done under her control. she has to be concerned about EVERYTHING. it all started when this morning she asked if I would like to put my laptop in the...