So I'm off it now. for the last 20 minutes I've kept tellingmyself im off it now but im really of it now. I think I will hide my phone somewhere and the battery another place because I eneded up txting thee councelar and ugh it was just bad. ryan hates me now. he says he doesnt like me suuing glue. I crave the timelessness of it though. I think 2 hours has gone by and I don't know where they've gone because Ive had my head in a bag for them. My god Ive got the shakes now. my veins are sticking up right along my forearms. I have to go and see Hannah now.I hope I dont craSH.