mahalarose

I haven't wrote in ages..Iunno..I been so busyIt feels as if my body is breaking. Like inside my head I'm all mixed up and broken..but now it feels like my body is falling away when I walk. I've...

I really want Ryan to hold me..We've been friends for like over a year and I know him really well and I trust him more than ever. He has already said that he loves me in that way but I already know...

I am constantly on my feet and I've been loosing weight without even trying. I haven't had time for an actual meal in about a week..My parents are always out and I forget to eat. I work nights too so...

Okay so I've had so many shutdowns..I thought I could take them but woah...I have cellulitus in my calf and went to the docs yeastersay and she said "Oh Mahala you've grown tall" (hinting at my...

My biology teacher sent home a letter to the whole class saying how our last assesment wasn't handed in on time and that this next assesment on IVF was going to have weekly checks to see how we are...

Monday was alright. It went so fast cos I was so sleepy. then on monday night (last night) I speant until 9 doing 4 subject's homework. The teachers were saying thet they wouldnt let me do the up...

Hmm so today I got up at 6 and went to work for 7.30 I got ot walk around a bit more today which was good because ym feet didn't get as sore. I went to see my Grandad and I said to him how I was...

13 hours of work in the next two days. I am so dizzy at school and I'm wobbling all over the place and my eyes feel so heavy in class. I am getting sick too. I havn't had time to go and see my...

Woah I've been so busy. I was falling asleep at gymnastics last night and was wobling everywhere. I didn't eat breakfast but thought I'd just get something to eat in between school and work..I...

I avoided going home after school..I went into the shops and had a look. I ended up buying some chocolate and ate it. I didn't want to go home incase Sally was lying dead. I'm not blaming her for...

I feel uselesss. Vicky has now got a boyfriend. I feel like just crying but I am so exhuasted from work. School tomorow. Huge sigh.

Just to say that I got my job!!!!

Well so much has happened. My Dad completley went mad at me because aparantly I deleted his stuff off the computer when I didn't touch it. He was calling me horrible stuff and screaming how pathetic...

Lmao, first off, I swear I don't usually take that many pictures of myself. Haha. Um its just that the hairdresser today spent about an hour straightening it. I sat there patiently for hour and a...

I am not feeling good or bad. I just feel as if my feet are stuck in time and everything moves so fast while I am forced to just stand there and watch. I know I am being left behind and I guess thats...