SO FUCKING ANGRY

My fucking mother. Honestly. Everything has to be done under her control. she has to be concerned about EVERYTHING. it all started when this morning she asked if I would like to put my laptop in the safe in the hotel. I said no, it is hidden in my suitcase and I want it left there. We argueed and I said well I didnt know who had the code for it or if I would ever get it out again.. She, having to be in control ended up going into my suitcase and putting it in when I walked out. So today I got my laptop out of the safe, the first thing I did and NO FUCKING DISKS WORK. so she comes in and I yelling and screaming at her syaing that I knew something would go wrong and that why couoldnt she just fucking beleive me in the first place. It is my laptop afterall and yes, I was perfectly aware how much it costed. for fucks sake. Now I got a laptop that half works thanks to her. She said this morning "you can't trust anyone here Mahala" so I said "well I don't trust you" and its true. nopthing she does includes me. I followed her around endless shops and waited while she got a pedicure today because hers took longer than my maniquire. I only had one because she didnt want to spen dmoney only on herself . I dont even like people touching me!. Argh fucking hell, I KNEW something would go wrong. Im freaking 16 I can make descisions for myself. all durting England I put up with her parents being all posh and insisting I act like a lady. I ate all the food and behaved like she wanted me to. I was looking forwardf to Dubai because it would just be the two of us. But no, she goes and fucking controlls everything. I hate her. She isn't my mother. I tell ya, she's lost me now forever.