mahalarose

Okay something really weird has happened. I'm scared about it. What happened was I was spewing and then my eyes felt all scratchy..so I took my contact lenses out and looked in the mirror and there...

My body is fucked.. I continually fell on both ankles because they are both weak, my back was clicking when she was stretching me, my wrists when I was on the bars felt like they were gunna snap and...

lost 3kg and now gained 1kg back..now im 63. to be honest, I don't really care anymore. my self esteem has plumeted.

so tonight I have gymnastics..I'm so nervous because I haven't done gymnastics since I was 10..I'm still, if not more flexible as I was before and have more strength from canoe polo..The class I...

I had a great day today. Feels so easy to walk and move my feet. I feel weightless. Nothing great happened but nothing bad happened either. I didn't do anything out of the ordinary but for some...

The worst time is when I am sort of asleep and my brain is all -_- I know don't know what I think when I do it anymore. last ngiht I cut again and the night before that, the fact that I had an...

I cut again last night. I seem to want to do it when all my othershave healed completley then I my skin lets me make more marks. last night was only one cut..I thought so myself..I wonder what the...

I'm so angry with myself. I've got the morning off school because I told mom I feel blocked up. Anyway, I really need some help..What I done was had a shower and looked at my chest..I hate them. I...

Lmao, first off, I swear I don't usually take that many pictures of myself. Haha. Um its just that the hairdresser today spent about an hour straightening it. I sat there patiently for hour and a...

I am not feeling good or bad. I just feel as if my feet are stuck in time and everything moves so fast while I am forced to just stand there and watch. I know I am being left behind and I guess thats...

I was watching a bit of TV and my Dad randomly said "We need to have a talk about what you plan to do when you leave school" I was totally shocked, he brought it up out of no where. The truth is I am...

Im still working on my book...Its taking over my mind. when im typing I get lost in the ryhtnm of the soud of the keyboard and I relive the moment im writing about and it makes it real all again for...

I woke up at 6 to watch a repeated episode of the bill that I missed. then at 8 I went to the chook house because I couldn't see Sally anywhere. She was still in her nest box unable to jump down. (I...

So I've been at home for two days watching my chicken, Sally slowly die. She's not eating, standing right, moving or hanging out with the others but thats what you fucking get when battery hens are...

I'm back.A boy likes me and I dont know what to think. I'm over Vicky..but iunno. the boy is kind of MTF and that makes thigs complicated a bit. His name is dylan and he's Vicky's ex before me..I...