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Status: Life is moving forward again....I know Jeff has had a hand in getting me going. I feel him everyday.
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When does it get easier to tell people I am a widow?Today I got my hair cut and my hairdresser asked me if I'd brought a sample of our invention to show her. I kept forgetting to bring one with me....
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I guess the good news is that the boys got to stay home from school and enjoy a snow day with Mom. But it is almost 4pm and it is only 7 degrees out and the windchill is -14 degrees. We've only had 3...
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For those who I haven't told yet.......I hate being cold!!!! LOLLike the rest of the country, or the majority of it anyway, we are expecting snow tonight. Kansas has been lucky, or at least where we...
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Just returned home from a much needed weekend. Took 7 of our High School boys to a Mid Winter retreat for youth groups. Over 100 kids and adults from Central and Western Kansas.Believe me, I was just...
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Jeff,Today I feel like writing this to you. Well Baby, I have made it through another day. Some days drag by and some pass so quickly. I can't believe that it has been a month and 13 days since I...
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I can't believe that another day has passed by.Last night I tried to go to bed at 11pm. Turned off everything and read a little bit. Tried to go to sleep and couldn't. Turned the computer back on and...
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I was dreading today.Today I had to drive an hour into the city and to Jeff's employer to pick up all of his belongings. Jeff had been a stretch press mechanic for Boeing and Spirit Aerospace for...
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I know some of you have been through this already, but isn't it frustrating trying to not only get on with your daily life, trying to not cry and keeping a strong appearance, while being forced into...
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Last night I spent a great time with my youngest son, Hunter, and his girlfriend, Brooke. ( His is a Jr. in HS and she just completed her Sr year in December at a nearby town). Brooke lives with her...
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It suprises me how peacefully I sleep. From the very first night that I came home without Jeff and crawled into our bed. I really didn't think that could be possible. But, I have a confession to...
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My boys and I spent 10 years as a family with no man in our lives. I divorced their alcoholic father when Connor was 5 and Hunter was 4. It was a struggle, but I lived for my children. I worked hard...
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We live in rural Kansas, on the last row of houses in a town of just 600 people. Miles from a highway, when you step out onto the porch at night, all you hear is a serene peaceful , silence. In the...
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On December 21st, 2010, at the viewing of my husband, Jeff, my ex sister inlaw handed my sister an envelope. ( I know that got confusing, but she is my sister in law from an ex husband. Bonnie has...
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The places you go each day sometimes seem to bring the ho-hums. Tedius trips to the store, numerous visits to doctor. The Doctor.Today I had an appointment with our family physician. I had been...
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I don't believe I found Daily Strength on my own doing. I am a firm believer in things happening for a reason and in God's time. Although I wouldn't say I am a religious person ( even though my...
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