angelspeak
Status: Life is moving forward again....I know Jeff has had a hand in getting me going. I feel him everyday.
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Jeff, Tomorrow morning at 3:15am, I will board a train with Mom and Connie and head to Santa Fe. It will take us 12 hours to get there. I have mixed emotions. It is the one place you and I talked...
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Jeff, When you were here, I never watched basketball. You didn't enjoy sports of any kind. Even when you knew that I loved watching bball, you never would watch it with me. So, I gave it up. ...
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Baby, I know I wrote that I hadn't cried for a while now. But, that didn't last long. Tonight, I have shed tears at the smallest things. Of course I haven't helped the situation. I came across some...
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Jeff,I noticed today that I haven't shed any tears in the last week. I don't know why? It isn't that I have gotten use to you being gone forever. Its not that I don't feel lonely or that I don't have...
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Jeff,The final performance of "GREASE" was tonight at the high school. The boys were great! You would have enjoyed watching Connor and Hunter and would have been so proud of them. Hunter even asked...
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Tonight I met 2 of my best girlfriends for dinner. We have all been through divorces, remarriages for 2 of us, and now I have experienced the death of my husband. There is nothing I can't tell these...
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I live in the house that I grew up in while going to high school in this rural Kansas town of just 600. Jeff made arrangements for us to buy it from my parents when they built their new house just 5...
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Jeff,I can not believe that 3 months ago, I was in the hospital room with you after your successful heart procedure. You had eaten a little bit, sat on the side of the bed some, even moved to the...
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I feel guilty as I look at the tv and see the devistation in Japan. How can I continue to feel sad and left out of life when I still have mine? When I still have my health and my children and family...
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I never knew the depth that you can feel the hurt when you cry for your beloved who is no longer here with you. I sometimes think I can feel it in the bottom of my soul. I wonder if they can feel how...
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I know I am only 3 months into this horrible part of my life's journey. ( not quite even 3 yet)I am sitting in a hotel room in Overland Park, KS. I brought the boys and 2 of their friends here for a...
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Today I had to be a grown up. Had to go to speak with a fiancial expert about how to invest what little life insurance I did receive. I asked my Father to go with me because he has to be the smartest...
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Jeff ,Remember last November when my Dad has scheduled that dinner at the exclusive Tuscan get away in rural Reno County? He was so upset when Mom told him he had to either cancel it or reschedule it...
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Jeff,Today I was cleaning the sunroom, vaccuming the cobwebs out of the windows, moving the dust around. I was getting ready to move the wrought iron table so I could vaccum when I spotted her. The...
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Jeff,Feels like the days are just flying by. I try to stop long enough to catch my breath but some days there just doesn't seem like there is enough time in the day. I'm not sure if that is a good...
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