angelspeak
Status: Life is moving forward again....I know Jeff has had a hand in getting me going. I feel him everyday.
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I keep thinking about what we could have done to save you baby. I tried to find the best doctors when your seizures were taking their toll on you. When I did, they put the VNS into your neck and it...
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Each time I log on, I see your haunting photo. The smile, the dimple, the man I love who took care of me. Who cared so much about the boys and I and making us happy.Each time I log on, I see your...
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Jeff, I am just a week away from 5 months since you died. I have found that the tears don't come as often as they did. But I also find it very hard to look at picures of you and especially of us...
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Baby, Today I picked up your ring from the jewelers. The one we loved so much. The one we searched for until we found the perfect ring. It matched my ring perfectly!I couldn't stand to have it sit...
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Baby, Well, another holiday I've had to endure without you. They are still hard, but if there is anything I can say to those who are just joining us here, it does get easier. Less tears with each...
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Jeff, Well, I did it. I went on the trip to Santa Fe with Mom and Connie. We rode the train from Hutch to Lamy, NM and it was a wonderful way to travel. It was hard to look at the beauty that...
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Jeff, Tomorrow morning at 3:15am, I will board a train with Mom and Connie and head to Santa Fe. It will take us 12 hours to get there. I have mixed emotions. It is the one place you and I talked...
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Jeff, When you were here, I never watched basketball. You didn't enjoy sports of any kind. Even when you knew that I loved watching bball, you never would watch it with me. So, I gave it up. ...
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Baby, I know I wrote that I hadn't cried for a while now. But, that didn't last long. Tonight, I have shed tears at the smallest things. Of course I haven't helped the situation. I came across some...
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Jeff,I noticed today that I haven't shed any tears in the last week. I don't know why? It isn't that I have gotten use to you being gone forever. Its not that I don't feel lonely or that I don't have...
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Jeff,The final performance of "GREASE" was tonight at the high school. The boys were great! You would have enjoyed watching Connor and Hunter and would have been so proud of them. Hunter even asked...
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Tonight I met 2 of my best girlfriends for dinner. We have all been through divorces, remarriages for 2 of us, and now I have experienced the death of my husband. There is nothing I can't tell these...
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I live in the house that I grew up in while going to high school in this rural Kansas town of just 600. Jeff made arrangements for us to buy it from my parents when they built their new house just 5...
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Jeff,I can not believe that 3 months ago, I was in the hospital room with you after your successful heart procedure. You had eaten a little bit, sat on the side of the bed some, even moved to the...
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I feel guilty as I look at the tv and see the devistation in Japan. How can I continue to feel sad and left out of life when I still have mine? When I still have my health and my children and family...
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