angelspeak
Status: Life is moving forward again....I know Jeff has had a hand in getting me going. I feel him everyday.
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It has been quite a while since I have spent any time on this site. Today I read back through all of my postings over the past 2 1/2 years since Jeff passed.....If I could tell anyone who is just...
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It really isn't that I let the 9 month date pass and not acknowledge it. I had to survive it, live it, to get through it in order to acknowledge it here and now.Baby, I can't believe how much I have...
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Jeff, I can't believe that it has been over half a year that I have had to go on without you. We would have celebrated our 4th Anniversary last week. I tried to just keep busy so that I didn't have...
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I am only 5 days away from the 6 month mark of being without Jeff. I can't believe that so much time has passed already.Now, the boys and I are dealing with their Father, my ex, and his terminal...
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Jeff, Today Connor completed his last day of High School. After 13 years, from kindergarden to his senior year, he has struggled. Never fitting in, bullied by the guys in his class yet staying...
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I keep thinking about what we could have done to save you baby. I tried to find the best doctors when your seizures were taking their toll on you. When I did, they put the VNS into your neck and it...
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Each time I log on, I see your haunting photo. The smile, the dimple, the man I love who took care of me. Who cared so much about the boys and I and making us happy.Each time I log on, I see your...
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Jeff, I am just a week away from 5 months since you died. I have found that the tears don't come as often as they did. But I also find it very hard to look at picures of you and especially of us...
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Baby, Today I picked up your ring from the jewelers. The one we loved so much. The one we searched for until we found the perfect ring. It matched my ring perfectly!I couldn't stand to have it sit...
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Baby, Well, another holiday I've had to endure without you. They are still hard, but if there is anything I can say to those who are just joining us here, it does get easier. Less tears with each...
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Jeff, Well, I did it. I went on the trip to Santa Fe with Mom and Connie. We rode the train from Hutch to Lamy, NM and it was a wonderful way to travel. It was hard to look at the beauty that...
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Jeff, Tomorrow morning at 3:15am, I will board a train with Mom and Connie and head to Santa Fe. It will take us 12 hours to get there. I have mixed emotions. It is the one place you and I talked...
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Jeff, When you were here, I never watched basketball. You didn't enjoy sports of any kind. Even when you knew that I loved watching bball, you never would watch it with me. So, I gave it up. ...
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Baby, I know I wrote that I hadn't cried for a while now. But, that didn't last long. Tonight, I have shed tears at the smallest things. Of course I haven't helped the situation. I came across some...
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Jeff,I noticed today that I haven't shed any tears in the last week. I don't know why? It isn't that I have gotten use to you being gone forever. Its not that I don't feel lonely or that I don't have...
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