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Status: Life is moving forward again....I know Jeff has had a hand in getting me going. I feel him everyday.
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I was dreading today.Today I had to drive an hour into the city and to Jeff's employer to pick up all of his belongings. Jeff had been a stretch press mechanic for Boeing and Spirit Aerospace for...
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I know some of you have been through this already, but isn't it frustrating trying to not only get on with your daily life, trying to not cry and keeping a strong appearance, while being forced into...
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Last night I spent a great time with my youngest son, Hunter, and his girlfriend, Brooke. ( His is a Jr. in HS and she just completed her Sr year in December at a nearby town). Brooke lives with her...
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It suprises me how peacefully I sleep. From the very first night that I came home without Jeff and crawled into our bed. I really didn't think that could be possible. But, I have a confession to...
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My boys and I spent 10 years as a family with no man in our lives. I divorced their alcoholic father when Connor was 5 and Hunter was 4. It was a struggle, but I lived for my children. I worked hard...
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We live in rural Kansas, on the last row of houses in a town of just 600 people. Miles from a highway, when you step out onto the porch at night, all you hear is a serene peaceful , silence. In the...
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On December 21st, 2010, at the viewing of my husband, Jeff, my ex sister inlaw handed my sister an envelope. ( I know that got confusing, but she is my sister in law from an ex husband. Bonnie has...
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The places you go each day sometimes seem to bring the ho-hums. Tedius trips to the store, numerous visits to doctor. The Doctor.Today I had an appointment with our family physician. I had been...
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I don't believe I found Daily Strength on my own doing. I am a firm believer in things happening for a reason and in God's time. Although I wouldn't say I am a religious person ( even though my...
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Well, can not believe that I survived another Christmas and New Year without you, Jeff.I know people don't believe me....but time does heal. And it does get easier. My heart still aches from not...
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Jeff, in less than 14 days it will be a year. A year since we drove to the hospital for a procedure that was to make you feel better and give us our life back. But instead I left the hospital alone....
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It really isn't that I let the 9 month date pass and not acknowledge it. I had to survive it, live it, to get through it in order to acknowledge it here and now.Baby, I can't believe how much I have...
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Jeff, I can't believe that it has been over half a year that I have had to go on without you. We would have celebrated our 4th Anniversary last week. I tried to just keep busy so that I didn't have...
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I am only 5 days away from the 6 month mark of being without Jeff. I can't believe that so much time has passed already.Now, the boys and I are dealing with their Father, my ex, and his terminal...
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Jeff, Today Connor completed his last day of High School. After 13 years, from kindergarden to his senior year, he has struggled. Never fitting in, bullied by the guys in his class yet staying...
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