Larissa238

I'm sick and tired of these mood swings. I'm fine one minute and horrid the next. Last night I was so tempted to cut I can't even tell you how badly I wanted to do it. I was almost drooling over it....

Geo and I had a good talk today... he was saying I'm giving into my depression too much and just letting things hit me instead of fighting them. I'm feeling a bit better now, but still depressed. I...

I finally made it to volunteering today. I was there for 2.5 hours, which isn't too bad. I started to get a migraine and wasn't feeling well, so I left. I handed out fliers about an upcoming event...

Last night I got a good 8 hours of sleep, but it was weird. I woke up feeling good, went to the grocery store like I was supposed to and got stuff. I found out that Comcast billed me more than they...

Last night I didn't fall asleep until after 1am, and I was up by 6am. I took some pills, and then around 9 I fell back asleep until about 10:30. The rest of the time I was just lying in bed waiting...

It's pouring outside, so I'm going to try and beat the power going off for the night by doing my journal a bit early. It's not too much earlier than normal, but right now anything that throws me off...

I got my sleep last night, and I feel a lot better. I saw my psych today, and he increased my meds since I've been unstable and hallucinating. He increased my mood stabilizer and my antipsychotic, so...

Well, I made it to the orientation. I've been up since about 3:15am off and on, mostly awake. I'm exhausted but can't sleep. This isn't a good sign. After dinner I'm going to take some more klonopin...

I'm scared of tomorrow. I have to go to orientation, and I'm not sure if I can. I need to wake up at 7:30am, which I did this morning by accident, but I need to be able to be awake and stable all...

I'm back to being normal for me again. I did have an anxiety attack today, but I went for a walk and it calmed down. I don't think it was even major enough to be called an anxiety attack, I didn't...

I don't know if I'm mood swinging or if I'm back to normal. I don't know what to compare my energy level of today with of past mood swings because I don't remember. I did get some laundry done today...

Today I slept for 14 hours, from midnight until 2pm. I'm still really tired and want to go to sleep already. It's late enough for me to go to sleep (10pm) but I kinda wanted to stay up a bit longer...

Today I went to see the doctor about my arm pain. They don't know what's pinching the nerve, but they know it's nerve pain. I feel kinda bad that they didn't even bother to do an X-ray to see if...

Today I had a mood swinging day. I woke up on time after about 9 hours of sleep, then got up and went to therapy. My therapist and I talked about something personal that I'm going to journal about...

Today I did my 5k walk! It took me 94 minutes and 20 seconds. I'm doing my journal early today since I seem to be in a mixed state (half hypomanic and half depressed) where I'm down at night and...