Larissa238

Geo is sick... his temp went from 98.8 to 100.1 (taken about 15 minutes ago) in a couple hours... he was at 97 earlier today. I'm just worried that it's going up so fast. I wasn't feeling well a...

My stomach has calmed down today. I haven't been very hungry today, though, and have had to force myself to eat. I'm going to have to eat ice cream today just to get my calories for the day. Oh...

I've been having stomach problems lately. I don't think the pizza I had today helped. I stood up a bit fast and threw up a little. I'm scared to take my pills since I might throw up (not purge) and...

I wanted to get down more stuff that my therapist said to me before I forgot- mostly that I need to let my past be my past and don't dwell on it too much, that I need to take charge of my future and...

I talked to my therapist again today and she had a lot of good advice for me. I told her I was having problems with depression and mood swings and she said I need to take out more time for myself. I...

It just seems like I can't get myself straight. Yesterday I was depressed, today I was okay. I think I see my therapist tomorrow, if I can get her on the phone to confirm the appointment. I'm calling...

The depression that I've known was coming hit today. It hit pretty hard this afternoon, but I'm feeling a bit better now. I know it's not over yet, I just have to figure out this schedule. If I'm...

Today I've been mood swinging more than normal again. I keep on getting hit with waves of depression and energy. They don't last too long, but they sure do get to me. I was sitting at CHI waiting to...

I wrote this big long journal today in the middle of the day because I had some stuff on my mind, and now I don't have much to say. I just cleaned the kitchen and cooked dinner since I wrote that...

I normally do my journals at night, but today has been a good day so far and I wanted to get some things off my chest so to speak. I seem to have broken from the depression, at least for now. I spent...

I can't seem to get out of bed lately. I wake up, eat something, try and go back to sleep but don't for a bit. Then I get up, go to the gym (and the pool today) and then come back, eat, and take a...

I started out today so good! I went to my therapist and everything was good... we talked about the things with Geo and I and she really helped me understand Geo more. When we had a car, he would go...

Every time I get my Risperdal increased, I get crazy dreams. I just went up another mg in the morning, and I was hoping that it wouldn't be that bad since I took it in the morning, but I got crazy...

So today was my first day on the morning Risperdal and the double night dose of the Depakote. I don't expect anything so soon except to be more tired. I have been tired... I slept for 12 hours last...

It seems all I did today was sleep and exercise. It may sound funny, but it's true. I woke up and went to my psych doctor (walked there) and then went to the gym on my way home. I took a shower, ate...