Larissa238

Sorry for being gone for a bit... the weekend has been crazy. Yesterday I went over my friends house, got home at midnight and went straight to bed. Today I went to the beach with Geo and family and...

I went out and got my bus pass today. I had to go downtown to get it, wait in line for an hour, wait for another hour for it to be processed, but I got it! Yay! Free bus rides for a year :) On the...

It's 11:43, I have 18 minutes to get this posted before midnight (the lock) lol. Sorry, 4chan speak.Besides this morning, today wasn't too bad. Went to the bank, the store, paid a bill- so I got out...

I went to sleep around 1am this morning, and woke up at 6. Last night, Geo showed me a trailer for a horror movie that had one of my triggers in it- a woman who looked like she had no eyes. I fell...

Last night I had what people would consider an almost "normal" night of sleep- from 2am to 11am. That's a heck of a lot better than from 8am to 6pm, what I was sleeping before I was in the hospital....

I'm tired, but feeling better. I've got meds, a follow-up visit on Wednesday, and I have almost full use of my arm back. I came home this afternoon, but I've just pretty much been sleeping the whole...

I don't know when I will be back, or if they will even take me. But I have to go get checked out.

Yesterday I had a severe break with reality. I woke up around 11am, I didn't know if I was real, if Geo was real, if I was really in Miami, or what's going on. I started talking on the phone in bed...

I got a lot done today, got out of the house and walked a ton, went to the store, etc., and I'm in pain. I'm paranoid that I didn't really get approved for SSDI, and that there is some sort of plan...

I talked to Disability today, and they said I should be hearing soon. Even if I am approved, if I get SSDI I won't get my first check until the second week of June. I may qualify for SSI for the time...

I finally fell asleep around 8am this morning. I was super tired at 3:30, but just lay in bed tired, unable to sleep. I was talking to Geo around 6am about planning for what's going to happen after...

-My arm is feeling good enough to the point where I can put a scrunchy in my hair. -Went hypomanic last night, cleaned the kitchen at 2am, finally fell asleep around 8am. Slept until 4:30....

I can put my arm behind my head now.. it's getting better. I had some horrible mood swings last night, and couldn't sleep till after 6am. I slept until 6pm, and I've been feeling dizzy most of the...

I have this constant paranoia that I am being watched, recorded, people know my thoughts, etc. Normally, when I'm at home I don't feel it that much, just when I go out and stay at someone's house....

The mood swings are not as bad today. I called disability and they said I should have my decision in a week or so. I know I will be denied the first time, so I just have to appeal and so on. I've...