Larissa238

Okay, I've had a couple large glasses of mojitos, so I may not be that coherent, but I will try and correct at least the spelling mistakes with my spell check.Today is my birthday. Yesterday I went...

Last night I got so pissed. Pissed isn't even the word to describe it. It was pure, all consuming anger. Every single muscle in my body was tense, the acid churning in my stomach, obsessing over...

I'm a bit hypomanic... I'm going to let this go for a bit to see how much I can get done... dinner is prepping (cooking ground beef to use later), all the laundry from the month is in the wash, took...

Today I was feeling a bit better. Last night went totally psychotic and had to take klonopin. I was talking to my sister who is a social worker, and she was wondering why klonopin takes away my...

I was pretty psychotic this morning (there is work being done on the apartment above us, and I wanted to run up there and scream at the workers), along with lying in bed, totally convinced I was a...

still tired. Went to Target to get Geo's meds. Getting signs that period is imminent. Scares me so bad. I haven't had one in 5 years because they make me go beyond psychotic, but I can't afford new...

I'm so tired. I've been doing a lot of stuff in real life lately and I'm just exhausted. That and the depression is kicking in. My birthday is 6 days away and counting. I don't know how I feel about...

Geo's not taking me seriously on the whole "I'm leaving you" thing. I have done it in the past, irrationally. This is rational and thought out. We will see. I FUCKING HATE THIS SITE! IT DOUBLED MY 2...

Geo's not taking me seriously on the whole "I'm leaving you" thing. I have done it in the past, irrationally. This is rational and thought out. We will see.

I love Geo. He has changed my life for the better. With him by my side, I have made huge strides in healing from my painful past. But, he has changed along with me- but not for the better. I remember...

I got my food stamps today! Yay! I can now go to the store and buy all the veggies my little heart desires. Just think... tomorrow I can be eating broccoli, cauliflower, carrots, spinach (oh man, do...

I had a psychotic break last night, but before it got too bad I took some klonopin and knocked out. I'm feeling better today.

We will see how far down the rabbithole I go tonight. I promise to take care of myself, and if I'm a danger to myself I will check myself in. I made that promise to myself many years ago, and I'm not...

Not good... I'm getting hypomanic. I was severely depressed yesterday ( I didn't feel I was worth a 77 cent can of tuna since I was just going to eat it and it was going to be gone... I literally had...

I just made this nice journal entry and it's gone. Lost in the internet. I wanted some help, and it just went *poof*. If this happens again, I can't see me continuing with this site. Then it goes...