Larissa238

So we got to South Carolina on Friday evening, around 6:30pm. We got to meet Chele's husband, Tim, and her son Skyler. We hung out at the house for a while, and Chele's daughter, Raelynn, came home...

Today I got to meet my other cousin, Nicole, for the first time in over 15 years. It was so weird... she totally looks the same. She said the same thing about me, which everyone says. I was walking...

It's late, I'm tired, I just want to do my journal and go to sleep. I'm in South Carolina, close to North Carolina, and have been in the car for over 8 hours (over 450 miles). Not much happened today...

Today I didn't do much, just sleep. I did get some laundry done and tomorrow we are going to see my cousins so I have to pack tonight. It should be easy, since most of my stuff is in my luggage...

Train Journey entries:3pm- Feeling pretty good so far... I still have at least 6 hours to go. I'm pretty sure the train is running behind schedule, since when I was eating lunch they were surprised...

I'm just getting the final things together to go see my mom. I went to the psych today and they started me on Depakote. My weight yesterday was 249.0 so we will see how the Depakote makes me feel....

I had my psych evaluation at the clinic today, and I have to go back first thing in the morning tomorrow so I can see a psych and get my meds. While I was there, the blood donation van was outside,...

I'm not as depressed and unstable as yesterday, but that's not saying too much. Yesterday was really bad, today wasn't too bad. Geo's little brother came over and it went pretty well for once. I then...

I'm so depressed now. I feel it. I have no energy. I'm just going to go into bed and lie there for a while. I got my ticket to see my mom today, so I should be happy and looking forward to it, but...

So today I went and saw my general doctor. He said that the stomach problems I have been having are my IBS, and that there's not much more that I can do than I am already. I got a refill of my pills...

I'm just glad I see the doctor tomorrow. I was "bad" tonight and had some homemade beef stroganoff, and my stomach is killing me for it. I'm literally trying not to barf, and I ate 2 hours ago. I...

I just don't feel well today. I'm dizzy, sick, everything hurts and I just want to sleep. I know I'm crashing from the mania, I just don't know what to do about it. My biggest worry right now is...

I'm saying that in a crazy way. Good things happened today, progress was made, but things are not stable anymore. I thought that the problems would be over when I got my disability, but it turns out...

Last night, after I wrote that entry, I got a horrible fit of rage. I was super pissed at Geo for no real reason. I got mad at him for eating food. Granted, I think he's a food addict and he ate a...

Today we all went to the beach. It was fun :) I woke up this morning with my IBS acting up like crazy (lived on the toilet for a couple hours), but I took my bentyl, immodium, and some other pills to...