Am I Back to Normal?

I don't know if I'm mood swinging or if I'm back to normal. I don't know what to compare my energy level of today with of past mood swings because I don't remember. I did get some laundry done today (yay) which needed to be done, and I was going to go for my walk but it was lightning stormy, so you don't want to be out walking in that. Instead I just ran to the laundry room and back in the rain lol. I haven't been hallucinating too much today, not more than normal, so I don't know if I'm back at my normal or not. I'm kinda writing this journal to test it... see what comes out and how I sound in my head. My thoughts are not going fast like they would be if I was hypomanic and I'm not typing at super speed, but I don't know how coherent I am. I don't feel like typing a lot today, which is how I normally feel when I'm depressed, but I don't feel depressed. 
With the depression and not eating as much, I ended up losing over 5 pounds this week! I'm scared that next week I'm going to go up in weight and be disappointed, but I guess that comes with the territory. When I feel down, I eat less and when I feel up I eat more. I've been hungry today and eating, but I'm still low on calories. I've just been scared to eat, honestly. I kinda like feeling hungry which is a dangerous sign of going back to being anorexic. I'm eating, just not as much as I should be I guess. I should just eat when I'm hungry. I think what it is is that I've been staying up late at night (last night I was up past 2am) and don't want to have all my calories for the day taken by then so if I need to eat something to take my sleeping pills I can. But then even last night I just had some carrots and low fat ranch dressing, so it's not like there were a ton of calories in that either. I did have the spaghetti late last night which just made me more hungry for some odd reason, so I ate the baby carrots and ranch. Maybe the weight loss is because I did my 5K this week and walked more? I'm not sure. 
Speaking of the 5K, I'm sad that I didn't get to do my walk today because of the storm. I have to go to the clinic tomorrow and volunteer when I feel up to it, and then Geo has an appointment at 3:20. I don't know if I'm going to walk home and walk Geo to the clinic, or just stay there and meet him there. We always walk to the clinic together, but I've never had to be there before him so I think I will just be there when he gets there. It's not like he doesn't know where it is or anything. After the appointment, I'm going to try and go for my walk. I know it's going to be late, but I need to get moving again. I would try swimming, but I think my pool is still closed. Then on Tuesday I'm going to start working on my strength training with my arm again, since it feels 99% better. I just want to give it two more days before I try pushing it. I will try to not bend it beyond where it hurts now, or even hurt a couple days ago so I know I'm not going to re-injure whatever injury I had there (the doctors still have no idea... I have a follow up in a couple weeks, but the pain will be long gone by then so they won't have anything to test).
Last night I had an incident with Geo, but it passed without anything bad happening. I was just stressed out over nothing as always. I had to take my full 3mg of Klonopin to fall asleep, but I got to sleep and slept for 12 hours. I can't fall asleep until things are right with Geo, that's just the way I was raised. I got things right, but then I still couldn't sleep so I had to take the klonopin. I had some trouble getting out of bed this afternoon (since I slept till almost 3pm) but once I was out of bed I did okay. I was fussy for a while in the evening, almost like I was hypomanic, but I got over it fast and I think I am back to normal. I'm going to set my mood to okay and hope the worst has passed. I only went on a slight hypomania, so it would make sense that I would just go on a slight depression, but it doesn't always work that way. LOL I thought I wasn't going to type a lot and out comes a novel. You just never know, do you?