Larissa238

Sorry about posting all these back to back.. I'm sure anyone subscribed to me is going insane with the barrage of emails.Feb 19th was a wonderful day. My mom and I work up early (6:30am), got...

I woke up at 6am to get ready to go with my mom to Savannah, GA. She had some work appointments in South Carolina just over the Savannah border, so I got to 3 states in one day (Florida, Georgia and...

I'm going to do an entry for each day at a time, but hopefully all today. Thursday was pretty good... I got up at 5:30 and left at 6:15 to get to the train to go see my mom. Geo was so sweet... he...

Feb 18th-20th I went to Savannah, GA with my mom. I still haven't been sleeping well, but I have been functioning pretty well. I'm tired most of the day, but my mood isn't bad. My mom and I talked...

I slept like crap again last night. I did manage some sleep from like 11-2, in spurts from 15-45 minutes, then awake for a while again. Played Tetris with Geo and kicked his butt. Ah, the joys of...

I'm awake now for a bit... I'm going to try and go to sleep early tonight, and hopefully it doesn't backfire like last night. Dinner is cooking, I'm going to watch some TV then head off to bed. Mood...

I haven't gone to sleep yet, so it's still Valentine's day to me (note: it's 6:42am as I write this). This is the latest I have been up without sleep in years. I tried all my sleeping pills,...

2 days ago it was exhaustive depression. Yesterday it was my IBS. Today I was in bed for hours with a severe migraine. It's better now (2 excedrin migraine and 3 other prescription headache pills,...

I've managed to stay up all day and not sleep. I was feeling good until about 3pm, when I tried to eat some clam chowder. I spent the next couple of hours in and out of the bathroom (I have IBS). I...

yesterday I didn't spend more than half hour on the computer I think... I spent all day sleeping. I was so exhausted I couldn't do anything- even lie halfway up in bed to see a TV show I really...

I talked with a guy here online last night, pushed him away and I feel like shit. I didn't take my prozac yesterday, so I feel like even more shit. I'm down to my last Seroquel pill, and that makes...

yesterday was my appointment with the disability doctor. After some really embarrassing moments (he asked me what the capital of Italy was, and I, without hesitation, said "Paris". I then look at...

My stepdad and I have always been close, but in the past year or so we have grown distant as I have made choices he does not approve of (becoming an atheist, going on disability, etc). I understand...

I just have to get through 2 more days before I see the disability doctor. I'm fucked up enough that he just might commit me on the spot. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing. I talked to my...

Okay, I realize that Feb 2nd was me scouting for a suicide attempt, and I now see how what I thought was a happy life is just a band-aid with a happy face on it over the biggest, most disgusting,...