idontmakeherhapyenuf

If you tell the truth and have ended things with him, then I apologize for my pain from it remaining with me. If that is the honest truth then you must ignore this message and find it within your...

Here I am, another weekend morning. The STBX is sleeping in what used to be our bed. I had a restless night in the guest room. My boys and their cousins who are visiting from out of town have...

It is now January 1st 2016. While everyone else around me is celebrating the memories of the past year and setting goals for the new year, I am preparing for the worst year of my life.  My wife has...

I just need to put some thoughts down...Recently, my wife whom I love dearly has told me more than once "she cannot go on living this way." Instead of wondering why giving all my love is not enought...

I spent free time during my work day researching the best ways to tell children of a divorce. In some ways it transformed the project into something similar to getting organized for a presentation at...

The morning after she went clubbing is the first time I've seen she is no longer wearing her engagement and wedding bands. In the back if my mind I knew she wouldn't be. She did that before. In fact...

You could have knocked me over with a feather when I received a text from my wife this morning. She was asking me to make an appointment for marriage counseling. An hour or so later she calls me all...

I may not have truly expected to lose my wife forever. I knew love took two but I always thought the power and purity of my love would inspire reciprocal feelings. Naive? Supremely. And unbelievably...

I know my dreams are crumbling. I know the most important non offspring person in the world is telling me her world would be better without my love. I know the loving, secure family unit I have...

Had a... Unique day yesterday. Wife was extremely emotional and there were a lot of tears. Then we ended up helping a homeless mother and her 5 year old and 18 month old daughters. We collected a...

So on the heels of my toughest day yet...  I walked in our bedroom, expecting her to be sleeping in and was surprised to see she was awake. She started some small talk. Then out of the blue she...

I believe today is the worst I've experienced yet. Knowing this Christmas is the last ever as a family and knowing it will be horrible is killing me. Then I start thinking about all the " last times"...

How can she do this? She is giving me destroyed dreams, a broken family, and a trashed heart, but she expects me to act like nothing is wrong through Christmas. I'm falling apart. I need to go watch...

How many times will I go through this heart-wrenching? Will this be the end I've fought against so hard? If it is not, should it be so I don't face it over and over? I still feel that heart piercing...

So I find myself here again. The tremendous progress my marriage made this year was the happiest I ever remember. This vicious cycle within my wife is as unstoppable as the tide. I can do everything...