Today
Today was not a good day. I did a lot of running around. Some stuff for work, some personal. Took Abby's car and was listening to her tapes. Had to visit the lawyer to sign papers, talked about estate stuff, medical bills, insurance, had to think about Abby. I always think about that last evening. If I'd have known I would never have gone home to eat, I should have known. I knew something was wrong but I thought it was just the new pain meds they gave you. I'm so sorry Abby. I didn't
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All of that stuff that we have to do after our loved ones pass is very trying. I am still dealing with some things 4 months after the fact. I\'m sorry you are in so much pain but it will ease up eventually. It sounds like you are entering the guilt phase of grieving. Don\'t beat yourself up to much Most of us feel guilt at some point no matter what we did or ddn\'t do. My last words to my husband were I love you and I still wonder if that was enough. Hugs to you. Diane