Busy Day Today
Crazy day at work today, I just can't seem to take these people seriously anymore, they get hysterical over every little thing. Someone tried to blame me for a problem that he had caused for himself. I just looked at him and said "Funny, I don't feel guilty" then I realized that I do. I couldn't figure a way out of the cancer for Abby. I thought I had, but the callous incompetant doctor, and I use that title in the broadest possible sense, screwed up. He missed something, or did something wrong, and didn't care. You should see the bill the scum sent me after he learned of your passing, like he should be rewarded or something. I'll let the lawyers deal with this piece of sewage. I said I felt guilty, I didn't say I was angry. Do I sound angry?
Okay, so I'm angry, and guilty. I'm still here and you're gone. It wasn't supposed to be this way. You were wheat germ and I was captain crunch. You were the jogger and I was the napper. You were the whole wheat toast and I was the mcmuffin. Life isn't fair, death is even less so.
Okay, so I'm angry, and guilty. I'm still here and you're gone. It wasn't supposed to be this way. You were wheat germ and I was captain crunch. You were the jogger and I was the napper. You were the whole wheat toast and I was the mcmuffin. Life isn't fair, death is even less so.
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Yes, death is not fair. He was the marathoner. I was the smoker (until I met him). He was the whopper, I was the organic eater. Until he met me. Go figure.None of this is fair. None of it. None of it.
So where do we go from here?
NOTHING IN LIFE IS FAIR. wE ARE NOT PROMISED ANYTHING AND WE HAVE TO FIND OUR OWN WAY IN THIS CRUEL WORLD. iT SOUNDS TO ME THAT YOU ARE MORE ANGRY THAN GUILTY AND THAT IS ALL PART OF THE PROCESS. jUST STAY WITH US HERE AT ds AND WE WILL LISTEN TO ANYTHING YOU WANT TO VENT ABOUT. HUGS DIANE