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- I hate my life so badly. I wish it was over, Continuing to suffer is agony.I sit at work every day and think about ways to kill myself. I HATE living.I wake up in tears every morning knowing I will have to face another day.I know there is nothing...
- Everything in my life sucks. I wish it was over so bad, I beg god every night to take me out of this hell, He refuses.I feel so unwanted and unloved by God, if I were wantedGod would take me home to be with Him, but He doesn't.He knows how much I am...
- I got a new attorney for my disability case and not sure I made the right decision. Then my car starts acting up and it's going to cost me money I don't have to fix it. My anxiety is so bad I'm going to lose my job. I'm in a panic and see no relief...
- I am so sick, and I am so tired, I struggle to get through each day.I got a med adjustment like I always do but it doesn't do any good.My life is misery. Meds won't change that. Meds just make it so I can'tscream or cry like I used to. I so wish it...
- I am on the Bipolar board as well and no one there has to work. It drives me crazy. I have Bipolar with severe depression and extreme anxiety, yet I am still forced to work. I've been turned down for Disability twice. I can barely function but if I...
- I think about suicide all the time. I wish I could put a bullet in my brain.But I don't have the guts to buy a gun, so I just suffer. Everyday is tormentand I don't know how to make it stop. I beg god every night to take me inmy sleep. But he...
- There have been several posts on god and prayer lately, I wanted to give my opinion.This is not a feel good or uplifting post so if you don't want to hear it stop reading now.I have been praying to god all my life, since I was a young child, and god...
- I am so down, It was my birthday a few days ago and life just sucks so bad. I am going to lose my job soon and be out on the street and I'm so scared. I need someone to help me and there is no one. I think about ending my life all the time, I beg...
- I know y'all have heard it all before so many times, but I am so down.I hate my life so much, I hate everything about it and think about ending it all the time.There is nothing good in my life only misery. It's been this way for 5 years.It's been...
- Good news - my internet provider unblocked DS, I have access again.I emailed them 3 times and they listened! Yay!
- My internet provider unblocked DS. I emailed them 3 times and they listened! I have access again. Yay!
- My internet service provider has blocked DS saying it is an unsafe site. So I am at the library to get access. This means I won't be on DS much, I will try for once a week but it may be once a month I don't know.When things are really bad - they get...
- My internet provider has blocked DS saying it is an unsafe site. I am at the library right now to get access. This means I won't be on DS much.Thanks to all who cared about my last post. Getting a lawyer is too hard for me to do. I can barely...
- I really can't keep doing this. My life is pure hell. I beg god every night to take me in my sleep and I wake up every morning in tears at having to face another day.I filled out a form requesting to change doctors at the clinic I go to and haven't...
- I have been loving and taking care of myself all my life.I want someone to love and care for me in my life.I see others who have someone caring for them, why not me?Am I not worthy of being loved and cared for?I am told it's too much to ask to have...