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- I feel ashamed to have had a monster for a mother. People talk about how much they love their mothers and what nice things they are going to do for them to celebrate Mothers day. All I feel is hate and revulsion toward my mother. But it's taboo to...
- I'm feeling so down. I have no family or friends. I hate going to work. All I do is go to work and come home. I never do anything fun - ever. My life is completely bleak and meaningless. I hate work so much, every day I sit there I fantasize about...
- I literally don't have a single friend. For the most part I like being alone, I don't like people much and try to avoid talking to them except here on DS. So it only makes sense that I have no friends, but sometimes I wish I had someone to call or...
- As much as I hated my family, I ended up choosing men just like them. Cold and abusive and unloving. Why do you think that is so? It's not what I wanted but the only men who ever wanted me were cruel. The nice guys wanted nothing to do with me. I...
- I wish I could sleep my life away. I have no life, all I do is go to work and come home. I have no money or friends to do anything with. I hate my life.I wish I could just sleep all the time so I don't have to suffer so much,But I get horrible...
- Wish I could sleep all the time, sleep my life away, so I don't have to be in this pain. But when I do sleep I always have disturbing dreams so even that doesn't work.Other people have lives, I have nothing but work. It's horrible. I know - why...
- Hi, I'm new to this group but have been on DS for a couple of years.I have Bipolar Disorder, Social Anxiety and PTSD. My PTSD comesfrom my childhood and several adult relationships. I don't reallyknow how to handle it and have just been living with...
- I was all prepared to tell the nurse I thought I was going to see just how shitty things have been this past month. How often I wish I was dead.But, this being a free clinic you just never know who you are going to get to see.I got some gut from New...
- I'm thinking about moving out of Las Vegas. I hate living in the desert.It would mean going homeless. I would be leaving with just some clothes in a bag on my back. I'm thinking of going to Portland Oregon.Or maybe Seattle. I'm worried about not...
- I believe there is a God. And I think God is all knowing and all powerful. I've begged God for help all my life and have never received help. In fact usually exactly what I was afraid of happened. I begged God as a child to get me out of the family...
- It's my birthday, I'm 52, I have no friends except for a few on DS.I spent the whole day alone, which isn't unusual for me, buttoday was especially hard. I hope this next year is better thanthe last one. If anyone wants to chat just message me,...
- I can't stand working. The stress is killing me. The whole time I'm there I want to scream, cry, jump out of my skin. My pdoc has me on Buspar and Vistaril for anxiety, they won't prescribe benzos. So I suffer every day I'm there. All I can think...
- I gave up a friendship. It was a very good friendship too.She was caring and loyal, kind and understanding.But her life took a drastic turn two years ago. Her momdied and she inherited a lot of things, like a condo anda car etc. So she moved out of...
- I'm home alone as usual, watching a Pirates of the Caribbean movie and chatting online. What is everyone up to, I could use some diversion here.
- Anybody else watch this show, it's the only show I'm addicted to and it just started it's third season on Sunday. I'd love to chat about it.