*hugs*

i dont really know what to say except that youre heard here

wish i could help more... and i hope you can find a new job quick

God is listening, trust me. It is not your time to go home. Please know you have us and we are here to support you and show that we love and care about you. What can we do to help? Lots of hugs GB

I am sorry things are so difficult for you right now. I know all too well about feeling desperate enough to want to end it all. But we have to be strong and not let the demons of depression get the best of us. I hope things turn around for you soon. And happy belated birthday to you.
-Mike

god cares more than we can imagine. the problem is and you won't like it and might not believe it ...but we decide to come here to this earth to experience to help others and to learn to love ....all of us have some one from god with us all the time ...there is no such thing as time on the other side only we feel time ....this I have Eather brought with me when I came into this world or experienced it in my life and know it to be truth .....it is like when you go to collage and you choose your courses .......so some things are going to come to you no mater what you do and than you have choices and free will .....so you have to decide that you are going to fight this thing because this is a war this decease and you can't let it win ...I remind myself this ..and I fight but we can't always fight it with out help so I go and get the help I need when I need it ......I have had depression all my life at some level or a norther ...I have asked god to take me home with him .a few times but knowing all the time knowing I am here because I decided to come ...so I will go home when school is over and until than I will fight with all I have ...I never want to get so bad that I have to go to the hospital again ... and need ect and not think I would make it back ....so I fight and get the help I need .....and that is what we all need to do ....and I know how hard it is to fight and push our selves but that is what we need to do ......it is good you are here at least here you are with people who understand you ...that is important ....please take care .......god bless

Hi Heretic.
I just wanted to check in on you and see if you are feeling any better? You had me worried. Hugs GB

Thank you gramybear, I am hanging in there, life is pretty rough.
Found out my food stamps expire at the end of the month, gotta reapply which is a pain, sorry for worrying you. I do wish it was all over but don't have the guts to end it so I'm stuck for now. Thanks for caring

Hoping things get better soon heretic. Thinking of you.

Oh heretic, I am so sorry you are going through this again. It hurts my heart . Please seek help from your local social services office. Maybe they can help you to find or keep a roof over your head. I hope so.

I totally get how a birthday can bring you down. Mine is next week, on mothers day AGAIN, and I don't have any kids. Very depressing. Please don't do anything rash, which would leave you in a worse place then you are now. I hope you get the help you need, and stay off the streets. Happy Birthday to us. Try keeping a positive attitude bc it really does help.