heretic
Status: wish it was over
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- and now I feel terrible about myself. I know I won't let it happen again, but I still feel violated, and wanna get the thoughts out of my head. I need to maintain my mental stability and not let this send me into a depression.
- I had a toxic person reenter my life and it made me realize that there is some safety in isolation. If I isolate there is less of a chance of being used or hurt. I'm getting used to the loneliness, it feels better than getting burned.
- Going through some emotional upheaval and trying to remain mentally stable. One minute I feel strong enough, then next minute I feel I'm barely hanging on. I've decided to eliminate the toxic person from my life but for the past few weeks they sure...
- I can hardly believe my luck. I've lived in this town 3 years and have made 3 good friends. One moved out of state in Aug, that was a blow but I got used to it, then another moved last week, and now a third tells me she is moving next month. That's...
- I have very few friends and they are all moved/moving away out of state. One in August, one last week, and one is going in a few weeks. That was pretty much it for friends to hang out with. So for a week or two I've been binge eating cuz I'm sad,...
- it wouldn't be bad being crazy - if everyone else didn't know about it. It's only when people find out about it that there seems to be problems.Guess I gotta keep it hidden better, no wonder I isolate so much.
- I know the two don't mix. I want to feel happy but I'm really angry right now. I know I have a right to be angry, but it doesn't do me any good, I can't change the past. So how do I let the anger go so I can feel ok again?
- I'm coming out of a 6 month depression and things still aren't great. But I met a guy on an online dating site and we are going to meet for coffee tomorrow. I am so nervous. I know it's only coffee. But I have social anxiety and don't really like...
- I met a guy on an online dating site. We've emailed a few times, spoken on the phone and now we are meeting for coffee tomorrow. I am so nervous. I am somewhat of a recluse and haven't dated in months. I'm kinda coming out of a depression. And now I...
- I went through a very bad relationship for a year, it ended a year ago. It took me a good 6-8 months to get over the trauma of the abuse. Then I run into my abuser on the street, he came up to me and asked how I'd been doing. I was shocked to see...
- I met a guy through an online dating site. I told him I have Bipolar and he was fine with it. We are going to meet for coffee tomorrow, I haven't been on a date in so long. It's only coffee so very little pressure there, but I'm still really...
- I've been emailing with a guy I met on an online dating site for a week or so. He tells me his last relationship was with a girl that has BP. That's all he tells me about her. So I took the chance and told him I have BP too. No use trying to hide it...
- My thoughts are racing and I can't control them. They are making me sick. I don't want to sleep into the pit of depression. And I don't want to feel the anger of mania. I want all these thoughts out of my head. I' not scheduled to see the pdoc for 3...
- Something happened that really messed with my head. And now I want to forget all about it. I want to forget all about the people involved. I want it out of my head. So I'm looking for suggestions on thought control. Thinking about this is really...
- She said she went to the concert alone. She went with my ex. She lied cuz she knew the truth would hurt. So now what? Do I distance myself, let it go and be wiser? I'm so disappointed.