Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
I am so sick, and I am so tired, I struggle to get through each day.
I got a med adjustment like I always do but it doesn't do any good.
My life is misery. Meds won't change that. Meds just make it so I can't
scream or cry like I used to. I so wish it was over.
I got a med adjustment like I always do but it doesn't do any good.
My life is misery. Meds won't change that. Meds just make it so I can't
scream or cry like I used to. I so wish it was over.
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Life has been really hard this past year. I'm really feeling down and alone. I can't talk to my family about my depression and anxiety their not very understanding about it. It's really hitting me since my mother passed a few months ago, plus stress from having to eventually move. Also having my niece coming around who suffers bipolar and refuses to take medication for it. Its been...
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When i was in the ER February 16th 2025, i was being admitted to ICU where i was for 3 weeks, then had to relearn to walk for 3 weeks in another hospital rehab floor, the nurse told me something that made me feel for over 18 months now that i was finally *safe*. She told me that the guy who raped and beat me 21 years ago now almost 20 years at that time, was in prison as of a month before that...
It the heat getting bad in LV?
When it gets hot here, I love tepid then cool showers. It is the only way I can sleep.
you know how much I care for you.
I am amazed at your strength and fortitude in the face of so many hurdles.
I am going to once again advise you to seek SSDI.
See a specialized Atty. Someone who will not charge you, unless the case is won.
Even though you see clinic Dr's , I urge you tio try again
Many hugs
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Sometimes you mention the chance of becoming homeless and also that you were happier where you used to live. (Was it Seattle?)
And I always hope that if you see that you actually ARE definitely going to lose your job and the roof over your head, that you will move back before it happens.
If you 'hit bottom', I'd at least like to see it happen in the place you like best.
Because then, as you 'move back up' (and I do believe that you will), you will be in a place that you like best.
I am so glad that you have a car now.
I remember you walking to work in that unrelenting, record high heat last summer. I don't know how you made it.
(((((Wishing you much better times)))))
Another hug for you heretic and a blessing....xo
Know the territory well and feel for you....
(((((hugs of support))))) and many prayers that things get better....
Thomas Edison said "When you've exhausted all possibilities in life, remember this:you haven't" As bad as you feel right now there is always something you haven't tried to make yourself or your situation better. I hope you will brainstorm and figure out what would make your life more bearable? It could be just a small thing. Look at something beautiful today and think of all the tiny littlest things that you are grateful for. Is there a part of your job that you like?
I hope you are able to let a little light in somewhere today no matter how hard things seem today. BIG HUGS!!
I'm so sorry. I really Do remember how I was in a "kind of" similar situation...that kind of there's-no-hope-at-all thing....and the heat wave doesn't help.
Sorry, girl. I'm sending some more and hope that things change before Too much longer.
(((((Big hugs)))))
(((hugs)))