My Friend

I shared this in the Multiple Personalities group and realized that it belongs in my journal. One of the members was sharing about her faithful friend and asked if anyone else had a faithful friend. This was my responce...
Yes, I have a person in my life that has helped me tremendously. He has comforted me when no one else was around. He has held me as I fought the demons at night in my bed. He has calmed me with his peaceful nature. He has promised he would never leave me. He joins me in my prayers for help. He reaches for me when I stumble. He has arranged for me the right people in my life to help me with my journey. He has loved all of my alters. His heart was broken for me as I self mutilated my body. He has taken my shame away. He knows my fears in trusting anyone including him, but he has not given up on me especially when I have given up on myself. He has given me insight when there was confusion. He has restored my family back to me after I caused so much damage in my relationships. He has cried with me as my soul wept. He has pulled me out of so many mental ruts. I found him to be my resting place, because his perfect love castes out all fear. He understands that we live in an imperfect world so, he helps me through every trial. He has carried me out of the tormenting memories of Satanic Ritual Abuse and nurtured my broken soul. He has cared for me in such a tender way, which I never thought existed nor deserved. The funny thing about this man I love, he never asks for anything in return. He will eternally be my friend. I love Him dearly and His name is Jesus.