Grieving my sister, my best friend
Hello everyone, I have been gone for some time now. My sister had an aneurysm the week before Thanksgiving. A week after that she had a bilateral stroke. She struggled for weeks. She passed away the week before Christmas. I'm broken. She was my best friend. My emotions are messed up. I cut again after 2 years of recovery from that dysfunctional behavior. I fight the desire to cut now on a daily reoccurence. My mind is mixed up. I'm so sad!
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hi Jessica
notification of your Journal popped up on the MP Group page. That must have been such an awful Xmas / New Year for you. Someone long ago and far away once wrote that death is not an ending, death is but an end to dying. Little comfort for you now i\'m guessing, but as pantheist who believes in the connectedness of all life - this is something i believe. Which means i also believe that in some way your sister is aware of your and your hurting, and still very much loves you
kevin
Thank you Kevin.