made it the 6 months but slipped up...also been kicked out of the house that I had loved and all the people that were there....now I'm living in a women's shelter.  So that's how my new year started off.  I won't be here very often, I have extremely limited computer access and don't even have a working phone right now so know texts or phone calls.  Boo!  But I think this new start is going be a good thing.  I still feel really sad and overwhelmed but I feel peace about where I am staying and even though my parents didn't like the idea at first they are now in agreement with me...that it is the best option.
 
Well gotta go.