Ellocin

I'm back!!!   The wedding went really well, you couldn't have had a nicer day (weather-wise) and it was laid back enough that it just made things more enjoyable and less stiff and awkward. The...

The big day is tomorrow!  My friends wedding...then we'll hopefully be able to relax a little. Although my friend and her husband will be temporarily living with her parents until the end of the...

Vacation is going well.  The flight up was extremely smooth and arrived at Pearson International (Toronto) ahead of schedule! Everything that can be done for the wedding is pretty much done.  My...

Feeling much better mentaly today.  I think I was just overwhelmed and something stupid set me off.  However, physically I've been having an off day.  I woke up headachy and had cramps and...

sorry about the last entry... i think right now and for the past couple weeks I've just been balancing on the brink...I've been good, but just so much going on and so much to do and I think maybe...

i don't know why i fucken bother with anything...things would be better if i just wasn't here...and this trip is a fucken waste of time... ughhh

I'm feeling better.  I'm feeling exhausted and a little bit blah but I think once I get my brunch into me and get my Occupational Therapy Appointment over with I'll feel better.   I walked...

I'm feeling better.  Not great but better.  My energy has been super low which is a little bit of a problem since I am leaving for Ontario Sunday morning and have a ton to do before hand but I'm...

i think it's just because i'm so exhausted but i'm feeling mentally worn out today too...i felt better earlier today but am just going downhill...i'm feeling so irritatable and just feel like bashing...

Ackkk...I'm exhausted.  But I'm doing well.  I grieved for those who have passed away and allowed myself to feel the emotions as horrible as it felt...but by allowing myself to feel those emotions...

Just found out someone else I know died.  I don't know cause of death but believe it may have been suicide.  This was someone I met as an inpatient last fall.  She was such a sweet, caring person...

Feeling quite a bit better today, praise God!  I think I needed a little bit of time to grieve and then a good sleep and have spent some time in His word and listening to sermons online and really...

I'm having a hard time tonight.  In a period of a couple weeks there's been a lot of sad things happening around me and I think the two sad things I heard about today, one that I mentioned in my...

I'm feeling sad, very sad today...sickeningly sad.  I just found out my neighbor's baby died.  She carried it to term, but I don't know if it died during birth or before or after but it didn't make...

Things are still going well overall.  I just got back to the city last night from being at my parents for a few days.  I'm really exhausted and achy but have things to do so will just have to...