Rollercoasters

So, so far none of the housing options have worked out.  Long wait lists, places filling up too fast, lack of options for someone not on Income Assistance.  I'm still living in the residential centre. 
 
My emotions have been more rollercoastery then usual.  And I'm picking up some really bad coping habits around here.  I've started smoking again...and while I'm not happy about it, it seems to be the best coping method for me right now.  It's keeping me from cutting and from over medicating....but it's killing my finances. 
 
Not really a lot to report...not a lot has changed.  Just the same struggles, different days.  Internet had been down here at the centre but it's back up now so glad to be back online.