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- I'm so angry right now! My whole life has revolved around this damn crazy alcoholic man! That I've tried so hard to no avail to protect my children from! It is all futile, I know it is.He spent the day with my daughter took her fishing and then...
- I want to blame it on the weather and the winter. But it seems so much worse lately. My spine is burning and I'm so numb in my hands and my feet. My arms ache from what feels to be my shoulder pain. I can only describe my back as if it is frozen up....
- Mine is,the man has such an addictive personality.He is an alcoholic,but he is also addicted to gambling.He gets up in the morning and goes straight for coffee. Which turns him into this angry, hyper person.Then he goes right into smoking and...
- Was she another casualty of addiction? I'm sure all of you here like me are thinking the same thing ,YES!!! How horrible addiction is.It takes a beautiful, talent soul, who has everything, and turns their world upside down and torments all the...
- I actually feel numb to it to.I know that's crazy,but he is such an out of control drunk that I swear I'm use to anything he has to say. But I've been thinking today ,that this is the second time in a month he has told me he will kill me.My reaction...
- I don't think I have had any in awhile until yesterday,when I went to the grocery store! It makes me feel so crazy to just go to the store to buy groceries, and noises in there startle me so.I feel so odd jumping at noises that I shouldn't be....
- It's Sunday and a rainy day too.My daughter is home and in a grouchy mood too.She seem to want to argue today.I laid down, and I heard the 2 of them arguing.When I get in there, he is so angry and her disrespecting him is all my fault!He gets...
- Reading post here this morning and I feel like I'm reading about myself and it is so sad.I am in my state of mind again of feeling like I will never be free from this man and all of the abuse! I am feeling so powerless, and weak like I have no...
- I have been married to a functioning alcoholic for 25 years and I have to say that I feel alone in the desire for him to stop the drinking. The rest of the family doesn't seem to mind at all. I often feel as though I just want to scream and not...
- I am well into the divorce process now.I have to say, I want to be feeling better by now, but I am not better at all. I think what is happening to me is that the numbness that I have lived with for so long in order to survive has finally left me.But...
- He wants me to stop the divorce,and is acting like the Man he should have been all these years of freakin hell he has put me through! 25 years as a matter of fact.I feel as though I'm going crazy from his manipulation and my damn Attorney is just...
- I am usually on the site Physically & Emotionally abused,but I have many problems that stem from the years of abuse.I don't feel like I'm actually living, just doing what I have to do to get through everyday.If I didn't have my daughter to take care...
- This weekend has been one of those from HELL!!! He was relentless with me, calling, harassing me endlessly,threatening! Talked with attorney on Friday and they got everything together for me to file the protection order today,but I just couldn't go...
- As most of you know I have filed for divorce and am looking forward to a new life without him controlling me and all the other terrible things within the marriage that I have put up with for way too long.Now I really struggle with self esteem and...
- He got the papers today,I have been nervous of what he might do but nothing so far.I am so happy to be here finally.This has been such a long road for me to get to this place.You wouldn't believe it was me that actually filed for the divorce, but I...