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- I had another one of those dreams again where I see stuff that I feel and it's all I can see. I've been feeling very messed up all day because of it. This one was about the guilt of missing someone that's a horrible person. And actually missing him...
- What I want to address in this post is hopefully somewhat relatable to at least some of you. So my depression often takes the form of negative thought cycles and very often revolves around my achievements. So I can be very sensitive if...
- I bought melatonin for myself to treat my problems with falling asleep. It's weird I hadn't thought about that before. Wish me luck.I wonder if I will need more meds to get better. I'm strongly considering to see a therapist again but this time I...
- I got out of an abusive relationship that was also my first relationship. I think about him every day and it's like I want him to fill this hole inside of me but I know that the relationship is too broken to ever be repaired. I can't fix the...
- So I thought about what the memories I keep replaying in my head have in common. It's all memories of me seeking approval but being turned down harshly instead. I replay the memories because they don't match my idea of how you should treat others...
- So a while back I did a post about how I was going to break up woth my bf because his family wants him to marry a muslim (in their culture very normal.) So there's an expiration date on our relationship. Well since then my bf's future plans have...
- Hey.For a loong time I've had this feeling like I am torn up on the inside. I can distract myself and I can have other feelings, I can even feel happy sometimes. But this torn feeling just keeps coming back. It's not coming from anything I haven't...
- Let's start by saying that I'm not necessarily used to not getting things my way. That isn't at all true, but it's still something that coule be said. So when reality ruined my magical place of happiness, where love was real and relationships...
- So a few days ago my bf reiterated that the premise of our relationship being temporary hasn't changed since his family wants him to marry a muslim. I realized there's a maximum of 2 years left to date him and since I've been increasingly unhappy in...
- Hey. I'm 21 years old, I study nursing in finland. (Nursing is an actual bachelor here.) I'm german. I moved to finland when I was 16 because of family related things. I have been suffering from a mix of depression, PTSD and anxiety for 10...
- So the memory I have been most recently reminiscing about is of a guy that I had a crush on for 10 years or so. I never talked to him though. When I was a teenager and it was high season for my crush hormones, my "friends" hated on him a lot and...
- I work on weekends and I'm free during the week on somw days. So I'm sitting in my bf's home and have nothing much to do and nobody to spend time with because everyone is working. So I'm watching tv and drinking coke with freshly squeezed lemons...
- So because I've been emotionally messed up inside and bouncing between destructive ideas and normal ones, I did some introspective thinking, as I always do.. and I think that maybe it is because I have rarely felt close to someone and when I did,...
- I'm a bad person apparently now because I don't find time to call my mother. Hmmm. What would be the best way of communicating to her that she is not entitled to spend time with me whenever? Honestly social media make it so difficult to avoid some...
- I've been avoiding being alone for some time now. I do wait in the car for about 10-20 minutes every day before I go to work. I take extra time so that even if traffic was horrible or I missed an exit I would still be on time. So that's how I...