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- I feel wiser than I used to be. Not that I was stupid. I will admit that if I could go back in time and change some things, I wouldn't hesitate one bit. I never would have met that monster. But also.. I couldn't have known. I don't think I'm happy....
- Through different themes in my thoughts I found that I am scared of silence. I am scared of being without a distraction. I am scared of spiraling down negative thoughts again. I would probably be fine but I can't let other people dictate their...
- There's a relatively popular opinion that millenials like me have been so spoiled in their childhood that once they enter into the real life they complain and feel like they are being wronged. My personal experience is that while my childhood was...
- I can't sleep. I know that without meds I won't be able to sleep all night. Furthermore I will ruminate and beat myself up, spiraling down negative thoughts and feelings. Tired me is not capable of controlling my thoughts, especially over an entire...
- I just had a weird moment of surprise after realizing that the unclear question that was forming in my mind could not be answered by using my phone. The answers to my problems can not be found online/offline/in academic literature. Even Google...
- I can't sleep. Why not make another post? So today I thought that actually I would not want to be happier than I am. I feel an appropriate amount of happiness. Complete bliss would keep me from striving, exploring and developing and those things...
- It's a funny testimony to the human psyche, that I have been getting more used to a healthier way of treating myself and acting in relationships, and it scares me so much I want to go back to my abusive ass family or ex-bf or just somebody who could...
- I wanted to be productive today. But I'm too exhausted. I just can't get up. I feel physically and mentally exhausted and drained so much. To be fair, I have been working hard this week. Just today I have been sooo exhausted. Tomorrow's work again...
- This post may be hard to relate to. This may sound self-absorbed but hear me out first.I used to go out and party and dance and drink but every time I do that sooner or later some creepy guy tries to touch me so nowadays I only go to very private...
- Do your achievements define you? I thought today that if you do not love yourself, then of course you would never pick yourself up. Any individuals need for self love is at it's most when they feel bad about where they are in life. You wouldn't...
- Today I moved back home. First thing I do is clean up my room. Hadn't been there 4 weeks = swipe the floor and unpack my bags. But it's still messy. I need to let go of things. I need to let go of more things. And I need structure. More...
- I think about my ex. The most comforting szenario is him sitting alone at home feeling sorry for himself while smoking weed. He has been many people's victim. He's a refugee. But does being victimized by other people make you a good person? I don't...
- I want to slow down my brain and just sometimes I want to have a moment of silence or just an absence of negativity. Just one moment.
- I don't see any relationship between reality and "fairness".I don't know why you would tell kids the world would treat them in a fair way. Justice is a fairytale, but this one seems kind of cruel. Sometimes you get good things that you don't deserve...
- Ok. I don't care about Christmas, I don't care about easter, I don't care about my birthday and I also don't care about mother's day. (I'm gonna send my mother a message because I know she cares anyways.)Christmas and easter are christian holidays....