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- My family is a buncha asses. I don't like them at all. This is not a teenager-rebel thing. It was but now... I just feel like my life would be better without them. Just a regular buncha asses. I don't fit in here because my values are different. I...
- I'm happy. I'm definitely lucky. I got everything I wanted. Should be applying for jobs during summer but stuff keeps getting in the way. Should make time. At my stepmom's birthday now. I hada nightshift yesterday so I'm still a bit tired today and...
- So when things ended with me and my ex I knew that I'd be losing "it" and not get back on track so fast. I kept making reasonable decisions for the most part though. I started dating someone else way before I had any chance to get over what...
- I've been walking on edge for a few days. Yesterday I realized I had lost the key of a hospital where I currently have a work placement. So before having my second day there I had to call them to tell them that I have already lost their key that...
- So I've been talking about my relationship drama in the past few months. I think I just realized what makes me feel the way I feel about my bf. He's normal. He's stable. He's no source of aggravation or triggering. I have been defining myself over...
- I am in a long-term (10 months) relationship. I miss the excitement of new romance. I know that I used to use the excitement about all kinds of new things to distract myself from my depression. I think it's actually one of the healthier things I do....
- I can't sleep. There's a good chance a lot of my mental development regarding trauma could have been speaded up if I had just listened to the voices in my head. Self-love. It's tricky.It's hard to accept things that make you sadder. It took me some...
- Hello,There's something that has never been essential to my therapy because it mostly doesn't complicate my life. So there was a lot of times where I experience myself as if I was several people and then those people have conversations. This mostly...
- Yesterday I talked to my mother on skype and she asked me how I'm doing. It's interesting because it was one of the few times where she apparently wanted an honest answer. So I said I'm lucky because I have everything I could wish for at the moment...
- it has just occured to me that I won't be sleeping too soon. Again. I've got inner unrest. I've begun planning a breakup with my bf today, like a proper psychopath, weeks/months before and without telling him and with nothing that he would be guilty...
- I regret starting a new relationship just to get away from my abusive ex. I miss him and I wish we could have talked things out. The last time I tried was a month ago (via text) and he kept on saying stupid things so I had to dump him again. We both...
- So I should actually know better than to watch depressing movies, at least the type about people with mental illnesses that spiral out of control and commit suicide. I'll always end up seeing myself in them. So yesterday I watched such a movie with...
- So I dreamt repeatedly that I was leaving my bf to get back with my abusive ex. And now I had a mood swing and all these feelings came back and suddenly I wanted to get back eith my ex. I just miss him so much even though he was threatening me and...
- It's early but my mind is messed up, I can feel it. I haven't tried meditation yet but that's definitely a good idea as it has helped me quite often. There's something patronizing about trying to change my own mood. I'm patronizing myself which is...
- Fuck my life. I just made the mistake of commenting on my parents divorce that happened 12 years ago and now I'm not hearing the end of it. It's been 4 hours. All I said was that maybe they weren't compatible and maybe she could be better off...