soulnpain

I am going to try this again.  Everytime i try to write i keep having to sign in.  I hope all is well and you all are so special and i pray for you all and everyday i think of all of you.  I went...

Well, here i am again.  Our phone was out and i could not get on yesterday because we have dial up.  I wanted to share a little about what i was saying about exercising 5 days a week.  My career...

Well here i am another day and another journal.  Had no motavation at all this morning could not get these bones to work.  At least i am back to working out 5 days a week again but i am not working...

Well today is a little better of a day.  I have had a few rough days the last few.  But at least at this moment things are ok.  Tonight might be different as we all know.  I do know in my heart...

I have no idea if i have had a good day or bad.  I don't know how i feel tonight but i have had an emmotional afternoon.  I get so angry at my husband because he is doing good at work and he is so...

Well today is ok i guess.  I had so much running to do i did not have time to think.  I tell you my mind is my worst enemy.  If we could turn off our thought process we just might make a whole day...

Well it has been a few days since i was on here but i am doing a bit better.  Thank you all for your support and prays and for just being there.  I was so drained Sunday that i did nothing much and...

Well it is 9pm here and i returned from a very difficult wedding.  You see my son was suppose to be the best man.  They had a candle in his place and that was so awesome but yet so sad at the same...

Well i am not sure how i feel today.  I feel as tho i am slipping more into a depression. Trying so hard to hang on but hanging is tiresome.  I pray everyday and i feel so numb inside.  I am so...

Well i am doing a little better today.  Thank you to all who write and support me and sent me some websites to go to.. May you be blessed.  Last night we made it thru although it felt like an...

Doing a little better today.  I had a very busy day yesterday and i think that helped me to get back on track a little.  Tomorrow is the first fourth of july without Jake but i will make the best...

  Well not a good day or weekend.  I think i am slipping back.  I don't have the energy to clean or to even go on.  I live in my bedroom when i am home because i can not stand the other part of...

Well today is ok again.  I miss him tho.  Trying to find out my purpose lately has been pretty hard and don't know how to go about it.  I am really tired today but am doing the best that i can...

Today is ok again.  I did work out a little this morning.  Last night was a little depressing.  I cried for a moment and then it passed.  I was having a Jake moment again.  Looking at the chair...

Today is ok i guess.  I finally worked out this morning and that is progress i suppose.  I have to take the good moments and take advantage of them because you don't know the next momen.  Hugs to...