Well not a good day or weekend. I think i am slipping back. I don't have the energy to clean or to even go on. I live in my bedroom when i am home because i can not stand the other part of the house. My son Jake passed away on april 20th our dog dies May2nd and my brother was broken into and his music equipment was ripped off. My son Jake and my brother played music together and now it is gone. I don't think i can take anymore. I have tried to look for grief counciling but i have no insurance. My husband says i have to go to work but i cannot concentrate so i don't know what to do . Of course nothing compares to the loss of my son but it does not help it is just another blow. I will work thru this but i am growing very tired. I hope you all are doing well these days and blessing to you.
Dawn
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Do you have Lutheran Family Services down there. I know here in Nebraska they have a sliding scale based on ability to pay.
I know what you mean about slipping back it goes that way for us too.
As for going back to work talk more with your husband about what the true need is financially.
I\'ll be praying for you and your family.
Dawn, you could also look for bereavement group through the local churches. They don\'t cost anything and some find they help. We all feel at one point or another that we are slipping back. It\'s normal. It seems to be one step forward, two steps back. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, Kathy
Dawn Is there a Compassionate Friends organization near you, they really help me. They are on line too compassionatefriends.org. Also could you see your family doctor, they are agood souces of help. Will be praying for you love and hugs Cathy