Well it is 9pm here and i returned from a very difficult wedding.  You see my son was suppose to be the best man.  They had a candle in his place and that was so awesome but yet so sad at the same time.  I did nothing but cry all day long today.  I am tired and just want to lay down and sleep for good.  I feel so empty and feel like there is no purpose to this so called world.  I guess maybe i just need sleep. You all have a restful sleep.

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DAWN...JUST TO LET YOU KNOW UR ANGEL WAS THERE AT THE WEDDING..A CANDLE BURING BRIGHT..THAT IS AWESOME..YET I KNOW ITS NOT THE SAME AND I KNOW UR PAIN..MAY U KNOW U ARE LOVED AND CARE ABOUT!!...PRAYING FOR YOU AND TAKE CARE OF URSELF...STAY STRONG,,,GET SOME REST IF POSSIBLE...HUGS**DIANA(CODYS MOM)
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Sleep will help perhaps a glass or warm milk too. I to am up I never did learn to take my own advice . Sleep with angels upon your pillow dearheart
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Perhaps we are your new purpose. We\'re here for you.
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hon, things like that are a bit rough. i remember the first wedding i attended after losing Reece. it was plain hard. hopefully, you got some rest and did sleep some. Colleen is right, maybe we are your new purpose. and we so need you here. love you!!! .... charlayne
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Dawn, There are alot of woman who come and go on this site. I feel the ones that stay have a purpose for staying. I believe each of us brings a quality to the table that will help some else on their journey. So I agree with everyone who commented, your new purpose is here helping us. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, kathy
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Sleep is a wonderful medicine for the soul . Blessed sleep. Hugs Cathy