Well today is ok i guess.  I had so much running to do i did not have time to think.  I tell you my mind is my worst enemy.  If we could turn off our thought process we just might make a whole day without moodswings.  I appreciate everyone here and the love i feel is like no other.  I find myself not wanting to talk with anyone else but all of you wonderful people.  I think it is because we all relate to each.  We understand the emmotions where as people who have not walked down this road do not understand.  I hope God richly blesses you all and keep you.  Have a blessed weekend Dawn Jake's mom for all eternity