Well i am not sure how i feel today.  I feel as tho i am slipping more into a depression. Trying so hard to hang on but hanging is tiresome.  I pray everyday and i feel so numb inside.  I am so thankful for all the people on DS and this site.  This is the one thing i do look forward to.  I am so blessed to have you all here. I hate weekends so much, but i have to make the best of it. 

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honey, don\'t be hard on yourself. it is still so very new and painful. get some rest. treat yourself to some kindness. you will be a little stronger each day. you will still feel the hurt and you will still cry. yet, you will manage each day. i promise!!! and when you think you can\'t, that\'s when you get on here and write me. deal? promise me that! i won\'t let you fall. love you!!! ..... charlayne
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We\'re here for you, If you want to have coffee Sunday, just let me know, OK? I travel.
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We all hate the weekends. Lots of hugs, Jake\'s mom, kathy