Well, here i am again.  Our phone was out and i could not get on yesterday because we have dial up.  I wanted to share a little about what i was saying about exercising 5 days a week.  My career was studying to be a fitness trainer (and health) before my son's death and that was going to be my job.  I am into natural herbs and all those things that come with that.  I work with my dad from home but i am not able to do much of that, just little things because of my mind.  So, i am trying to get back on track so i can complete my schooling.   Today is the 3 month mark for my son's death and it was on a Friday also.  He died at 11:59PM and it is so tough when the 20th of the month rolls around.  I am so thankful to you all of you for listening to me or should i say reading my thoughts that i put into writing.  I Love and cherish all of you. Love you allDawn Jake's mom