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I went to hospital 6 weeks ago for a bad bladder infection and it almost went away and now i can not get rid of it.  I went to dr on friday and they gave me antibiotics and that did not kick it.  I...

Had an ok day. My dads bday today and we went over for dinner and hung out with him.  He did come out of his room for a bit.  Tomorrow i night i have a sunrider conference to go to and lots of...

Hard day today already, i just want to sit and cry.  Jakes death is not what is holding me back its the effects that his death had on my body.  I am tired of fighting those things.  I know where...

What has been going on since i last was on here is alot of stuff.. i had major stomach problems ears problems and struggled with fear and guilt in other words i wanted to die even tho i serve a big...

I am writing again,i have avoided this site because i have went through so much guilt about my sons death and i felt like i needed to do it on my own but guess what you can't so here i am all messed...

Well i think i am on the right track i have ordered some adrenal herbs and am going to start on some kelp also.  I talked to my cousin that is into herbs and she said that i need both.  I have...

Well i went to the Dr yesterday and he said that it is still my emotions that are not allowing me to heal with my bladder.  I haven't forgave myself and a few others for my son passing.  I knew...

Tomorrow is my husbands 50th bday and we are celebrating it tonight.  i got him geritol, grecian, pain relievers and so on.  I want to try and make it a nice time for him.  At church tomorrow they...

Going to a womens meeting at cracker barrel tonight.  Its a group of women that get together from church and see what we can do to help missions and people.  I have a busy weekend planned and i am...

 Well another day.   I am alone for the moment which is rare so i thought i would write.  I see my dr on Thursday and am going to talk about my thyroid things went crazy after  Jakes death. I...

What a busy Monday but i am glad for those busy days because i am bored with school being out.  I made it on the Presidents honor roll Praise God its only because of him.  My grandson and i hung...

I wanted to check in and say hello to all.  I have been keeping busy these days.  I am seeing a holistic Dr on emotional clearing and taking herbs for my problems but seem to be gaining strength....

Well it is coming up now.. April 20 4 yrs since Jake died... how time just keeps going We are moved and finally settled in and school is keeping me busy along with a 1 year old grandchild which has...

IT Will be well

 hope all have a blessed Thanksgiving and if you are on facebook please add me Dawn Bost-Trudeau.  Update on UTI they did a culture and found no growth or colonies so i have a mild one still anyone...