Well today is a little better of a day.  I have had a few rough days the last few.  But at least at this moment things are ok.  Tonight might be different as we all know.  I do know in my heart and i can not express this enough that this site and you wonderful people have been a salvation to my heart and emmotions.  I thank you from the bottom of my heart for listening to me.  Well i guess i shall go for the moment i have some fires to put out.  Life doesn't stop for any of us unfortunately.  You all have a blessed day and know that you all are being prayed for daily.  Love you all. Dawn