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I'm here again and I need to just write. I'm not grieving like I have in the past but I miss my son more now than ever. 14 years without, I love you mom, a hug and conversation. I long for him! I...

It has been 10 years and 2 months since my sons passing. Yes, I am now able to get up and do life again, it is not the same life i had a litte over ten years ago but it is a life. I miss him everyday...

My son passed from complications from leukemia now my little cousin who is more like a nephew has it!  I am so angry right now!

Goodbye all!!!!!

Well i think i am on the right track i have ordered some adrenal herbs and am going to start on some kelp also.  I talked to my cousin that is into herbs and she said that i need both.  I have...

Well i went to the Dr yesterday and he said that it is still my emotions that are not allowing me to heal with my bladder.  I haven't forgave myself and a few others for my son passing.  I knew...

Tomorrow is my husbands 50th bday and we are celebrating it tonight.  i got him geritol, grecian, pain relievers and so on.  I want to try and make it a nice time for him.  At church tomorrow they...

Going to a womens meeting at cracker barrel tonight.  Its a group of women that get together from church and see what we can do to help missions and people.  I have a busy weekend planned and i am...

 Well another day.   I am alone for the moment which is rare so i thought i would write.  I see my dr on Thursday and am going to talk about my thyroid things went crazy after  Jakes death. I...

What a busy Monday but i am glad for those busy days because i am bored with school being out.  I made it on the Presidents honor roll Praise God its only because of him.  My grandson and i hung...

I wanted to check in and say hello to all.  I have been keeping busy these days.  I am seeing a holistic Dr on emotional clearing and taking herbs for my problems but seem to be gaining strength....

Well it is coming up now.. April 20 4 yrs since Jake died... how time just keeps going We are moved and finally settled in and school is keeping me busy along with a 1 year old grandchild which has...

IT Will be well

 hope all have a blessed Thanksgiving and if you are on facebook please add me Dawn Bost-Trudeau.  Update on UTI they did a culture and found no growth or colonies so i have a mild one still anyone...

I went to the Dr on monday and they said that my UTI was very mild and i can tell i am better but they went ahead and sent to get culture on it to see what anti biotic will take the rest out don't...