I have no idea if i have had a good day or bad. I don't know how i feel tonight but i have had an emmotional afternoon. I get so angry at my husband because he is doing good at work and he is so happy all the time and i feel like screaming at him and telling him to stop. I did let him know today that i don't like him because he doesn't feel the same as i do. I don't know if that is good or bad but it had to come out or i would resent him later. Is this normal? But then what is right? Normal used to be laughter and serving the Lord and now normal is getting up and existing for the day just to go to bed and do it all over again. You think if you can go to bed and get a good nights sleep you will wake up and this nightmare will all be gone but then the nightmare slaps you in the face again and then you are at ground zero again. Sorry for venting but need to from time to time. I do think of you all often and you all are in my prayers and in my heart for i know how my heart is broken therefore i can understand the pain that you all carry in your hearts. May God mend our broken hearts someday. Love you allDawn Jakes mom
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It is my expirience that different people grieve differently. My two live sons sometimes don\'t act sad at all that their brother is dead. It really bothers me sometimes. I would just advise against ailienating your loved ones right now when you need them so much. COLLEEN
It is my expirience that different people grieve differently. My two live sons sometimes don\'t act sad at all that their brother is dead. It really bothers me sometimes. I would just advise against ailienating your loved ones right now when you need them so much. COLLEEN
It is my expirience that different people grieve differently. My two live sons sometimes don\'t act sad at all that their brother is dead. It really bothers me sometimes. I would just advise against ailienating your loved ones right now when you need them so much. COLLEEN
I know how you feel.Seeing people move on pisses me off.Then i have to tell myself i don\'t read minds and i know everyone is missing Bobby.That whats great about this sight.We can talk about how we feel and no one fights back.I guess we just have to keep fighting the battle.Me and Bobbys mom were talking and we both said thank god for Bobbys sister Heather.She makes life worth living.Try to keep your chin up.Take things one day at a time.
Dawn, we all need to vent. And yes husband grieve differently than we do. But they still grieve. Lots of hugs, jake\'s mom, Kathy