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Well i missed a few days because i was down with my neck and was dizzy for a few days until i saw the chiropractor but am doing better.  I went to the movies today with my daughter and her friend...

Well i made it thru yesterday and most of the day today.  I did have a jake moment earlier but am better now.  I miss him dearly but am trying to go on for my daughter.  The only thing i hate is...

Well today is a little bittersweet.  It is my 5th wedding anniversary and my son Jake was a ring bearer so it is kind of hard to think about my anniversary when he is no longer a part of it.  My...

Today is ok i guess.  Every morning i wake up and look at Jakes picture and tell him i am one day closer to seeing you.  Doing alot of praying this morning so i can start my day.  It takes hours...

Today is the two month mark for my son's death.  I am able to deal a little better by taking lexapro but it still doesn't take the pain of missing him away,.  I think the hardest thing is imagening...

I really miss my son this afternoon.  I have been fighting a cold and now it is gone into my lungs and i am not feeling good at all and that makes it worse when you feel bad and just want to lay...

Today is ok i guess.  I have to take my daughter for a dental checkup.  It is so hard to function for her and i don't know how to help her after her losing her only sibling which was my only son. ...

so far today is ok trying to focus on other things.  Knowing that you are not alone helps. 

Today was the first day since my son went into the hospital in April and passed away that i actually cleaned on my house more intense.  the afternoon got a little hard tho but i am trying to keep...

Today was a little hard it is my first bday without my son and that was difficult.  No one called to wish me a happy bday either.  I am sure it is because they don't what to say to me because my...

Today is ok trying to put things in order to make it thru a day.  I am asking God for comfort and he has been faithful at doing so.  I am trying to find a way to make a life more normal.

I am feeling ok today i have a cold so that has kept me down.  I do miss my son but i know that someday i will see him again.  although i know that, it still does not help the pain of missing him.

this week is a little better but with the death of a child one day to the next  is like nothing i have ever been thru in my life.  They are investigating his death and it could be months before...

What a week things are not good and i don't know how to go on or even if i want to

Yesterday and today are really bad.  I miss my son now more than ever and find it hard t go on.