soulnpain

I have made up my mind.  I am not going to post a journal everyday for i have no life and from the response of my journals well need i say more.  So, here goes.  I wake up, i strive to not want...

Yesterday was an adventure.  My minister friend Ellen called me and asked me to sing at a funeral andi had 30 minutes to get dressed and find two songs.  I did and it was good for me because she...

UP North was good and beautiful.  Found quite a few houses for sale.  We are going to check into them and see what happens.  I can handle 20 degrees cooler than Phoenix.  my dad and mom and my...

I am heading up north for the day and thought i would writer earlier today.  My dad wants to find land up there so eventually maybe we could all relocate our family up there.   This place is near...

Well it is Wednesday afternoon.  I went thru some christmas decorations this morning thinking it may help but it seemed to make things worse.  Finances around here are not good and everything seems...

It is Tuesday afternoon and today is like the day before trying to find something to do with my so called life now.  I did however do some major cleaning.  I want you all to know that you all have...

I had a busy weekend and i am now getting myself together to write in my journal.  We had our seminar and our concert and it went well and it was nice.  Yesterday i had church then i met colleen...

Well another day to survive.  I seem to do better when it is dark but once the sun comes up, i then become very somber.  I think when the sun comes out it is a sign of a new day and when you are...

Hate everything about my life.  I don't like the way i feel and they way i look and the way it is without my son.  I don't have a purpose, trying to find one.  I have fallen more and more into a...

Just to let you all know i am not ignoring you today.  I had such a busy day and i am leaving again in a minute.  I will get to your journals and hugs tomorrow.  Have a peaceful night.  Love to...

Today was a lazy day.  All that i had been thru the last couple of days finally caught up with me and i crashed but it was a good thing..  I feel more rested today but also numb.  That numb...

I had a very difficult Sunday.  My daughter had blood on her pillow so i rushed her to the hospital.  (My son had blood on his pillow and it was leukemia)  We had a blood test done and everything...

I am tired today and i cannot fight grief anymore it has taken over me and i am crying and angry and exhausted to say the least.  It is like it is another being that has invaded my body andi could...

What a busy day today.  I had alot of PR work to do for my cousins that are going to perform at our church.  I was gone about 5 hours doing that.  Any ways, i want you all to have a wonderful...

A friend of mine gave this paper to me at bible study last night.  I wanted to share it with all of my friends.   the Way to fight Spiritual WarfareAlways remember you have the good shepherd in...