soulnpain

Well i finally made it on today.  I have had a terrible headache and i felt gross.  I don't know what i feel today.  Kind of feel as tho i am just going thru the motions.  I dreamed last night...

I am so glad that i can be here and not be judged for the way i feel.  I am sure we all have the same feelings most of the time.  They may come in different cycles  Anyways, i have a busy day and...

What a weekend. Saturday was 6 months for my son to be gone. It was a difficult one more than normal. I am dreading the holidays so much that i am getting panic attacks. I just feel the need to say a...

I have a very busy day today. I have to make 600 copies for our church function that we are having on November 3.  My cousins will be performing there and they sing bluegrass.  They go all over the...

  I had  a bad night lastnight.  A lot of crying for my son Jake.  I just wanted to run away and hide and not come back.  The memories sometimes flood me and i can't think straight.  I just...

I AM BACK!!!!! YEAH.  I missed you all and i have been thinking and praying for you all.  I hope all is well.  I got my internet lastnight.  they were backorded and it took another 10 days to...

I am writing a little note to let you all know that i am getting satelite internet in about 10 days so i will only be on a few times a week until i get the satelite internet.  I am so tired of one...

I am better today, thank you all for your support and your prayers.  You think that someday you will wake up and the nightmare will be over with and you can go on with life but unfortunately this is...

I am better today, thank you all for your support and your prayers.  You think that someday you will wake up and the nightmare will be over with and you can go on with life but unfortunately this is...

I am better today, thank you all for your support and your prayers.  You think that someday you will wake up and the nightmare will be over with and you can go on with life but unfortunately this is...

I finally got back on.  Saturday we had a storm and it knocked out the phone lines for a couple of days and now i am back on.  The internet is still very slow and irritating and i can not wait...

I know that it has been awhile.  I have tried to get on and the internet was so slow that i gave up.  I am at my  cousins house and she has broadband.  I am finally getting aheadi think.  Of...

Another day gone and another day survived.  I was up last night in the middle of the night.  Mydaughter called me at 12:30 am and was lonely and wanted me to come pick her up and i did.  I know...

I keep getting booted out of here and i have to re sign in and it is a pain so i am going to make this short here.  I hope you all have a blessed weekend and i will keep you all in my prayers. ...

Thank you all for your prayers.  The lawyers went fine and the charges will be dropped.  This hit us out of the blue, i have had one speeding ticket my whole life then i get these charges brought...