naimalove

i had such a wonderful day.  woke early...the only drawback. dropped everyone off.  hubby and eldest daughter went 2 ny on camp trip.  2 youngest went 2 daycare.  i went 2 c my therapist and then...

should make my body feel a lil more loose and less stiff & i understand it releases endorphens and helps with mood.  i need some help.  im gonna try 2 get 2 church 2.  but not sure where.  i...

i feel @ peace.  i dont know how long this will last but right now this is what i feel.  the woman whom my husband had an affair called to apologize.  im glad.  i sd that was what i wanted. ...

ok so ive been taking this drug for like 2 wks.  im surprised ive been remembering 2 take it.  i seem more even.  i still feel what i feel which was a concern that id b unfeeling.  but it just...

press on then with speed, i pray you.  look ahead now and nevermind what is behind.

either i have to accept that the right man 4 me wanted someone else & maybe still wants someone else or that i am married 2 the wrong man.  how can someone who wld do this 2 me be the right man 4...

2day was a full day.  i had a counselling appt.  i got dressed and looked cute.  i have noticed that ive gained a good amount of weight.  my clothes are not fitting me like they had just a couple...

it is best for my family that i stay married.  however i believe that my husband will never love me with the same passion romantic feelings that i feel for him.  he just doesnt seem 2 have those...

i have an appt for a mental health intake.  we're gonna c what can b done about my depression and suicidal thoughts.  im scared that either it wont help or that the side effects of meds will b...

i wanted 2 die yday.  i went 2 the hosp looking 4 help. there was a 6 hr wait.  i went 2 church & wanted my husband 2 hug me if not help & he didn't.  i left.  i got some food and went home.  i...

i went 2 my counselor 2day.  he sd that my depression is at its core about grief and 4giveness?   i dont totally remember.  i feel like im digging a grave.  im drinking.  right now absolut &...

last night i was depressed.  i have bn 4 a few weeks.  i pushed through it some.  i finished 2 assignments for school.  now im concentrating on finishing the rest of the assignments that r very...

maybe i just cant b satisfied.  i thought marriage would b so simple.  sex.  finally sex would b beautiful.  would b godly.  sex once was all i thought i had 2 offer.  well thats not true.  it...

im depressed.  i am tired.  ive been informed that my husband is emotionally unavailable.  its for a gd reason because hes working on himself and allowing god to work on him. problem is ive been...

they say im going backwards.  i dont feel like ive moved.  i still can't bleive it.  it still hasnt sunk in.  i know it.  im hurting but it still sorta feels like a nightmare that i might wake...