naimalove

yes it hurts but i must move on.  i want love.  i want a loving relationship perhaps marriage.  i still think marriage is a good institution if both people want the same thing.i wanna just forget...

ive got 2 practice some self control.  where stbx is concerned.  i cant kp calling up the pain.  i have it sure.  its here.  but talking about it with him serves no gd purpose.  just shows and...

i havent bn in a couple of weeks...the service is early and ive bn so tired lately.  i cld go 2 a later service but i like the early service the best.im so sad.how and y did this happen?how does...

thats what i wanted 2 text him....but i think ive sd 2 much already....im just hurting...in different ways i kp saying 2 him....y dont u love me? y wont u love me? im lovable...i love u...ur...

and it seems like my husband doesnt care.  he doesnt call me 2 c how im doing but he calls that chick....it hurts like hell.  he sd that he wasnt happy with me....that makes me question if theres...

and my marriage is probably over.  i really like my new house.  its like me.  its functional and cool and it has some issues.  but its certainly more good than bad.  i like it and the kids like...

praise the lord 

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i feel like trash at the curb.  he says he cant be my husband.  im waiting to move.  im looking for a place to live.  and im pregnant.  y is this happening 2 me? i feel scarred.  i want not to...

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i met this guy @ work. hes nice. and i find myself fantasizing about dating him. do men do that?

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