naimalove

strange. it was uncomfortable. it wasnt loving and warm.  i found myself thinking of someone else and wondering if he was thinking of someone else.  he didnt make love to my whole body...he just...

im going 2 file and i asked my stbx if there was any reason for me not 2? he sd no.  guess i was stupid to ask b/c i just feel rejected again.  intellectually i understand that him not loving me;...

was watching a sermon online.  i totally get the concept that i must b broken 4 God to b able to use me. however right now i cant yet praise him for what has been allowed in my life, I'm still angry...

bn staying in the bed mostly.  i feel pretty gd.  lookin 4 a dryer.  havent bn doing laundry so much. dont wanna go 2 laundromat.the guy didnt call nye and hasnt called nyd either. im annoyed but...

i really like this guy.  From what i can c so far he is special.  problem is he's always working b/c he is not financially stable.  he seems to be trying desperately to change that.  also he has...

this guy. i like him. this weekend he disappeared and was unreachable like all day. he says hes in de. what is he telling me?what or who is in de? i want to ask but i already asked him if he was...

b/c i met this guy and we've been talking semi regularly, but there r times when he doesn't answer his phone.  I'm like its a cell y don't u have it with u.  hes not my bf so I'm trying not 2 care....

i met someone. we talked like all day. i like him. some of the things he says to me r like a warm hug or a soft touch. hes bn celibate for a yr. he was married and has bn divorced 4 6 yrs. he has 6...

some of my aunts know im separated and gave their support.  very helpful. i havent told anyone in the fam except my mother that im pregnant.  i have a pouch but i realize a lot of people have...

i love the fact that he gets me.he says my h is addictted 2 his outside relationship; that as long as shes in his life he can ignore his issuesi find myself wondering y wldnt h b addicted 2 me? but...

living with infidelity or getting a divorce?

or a sadist. i often wonder which or both maybe?as long as im reaching out 2 him.  trying 2 love him he has no time 4 me....i start 2 pull away now u wanna b my friend....crazy right? 

well God saved me from myself...i can not in the state of pa sue the woman my stbx is having an affair with...legislation has bn written 2 abolish such suits....

i like that thought.im letting go of him.i took him off my car ins.i got my own cell phone acctthis stuff is easy.  the emotional stuff is hardbut gotta start somewhere.ive looked into divorce.i...

how do i dismiss this person from my life who has bn such an important part for 8+ years?hes a horrible personi shouldnt want him in my life at allwhat is wrong with me that i still want this person...